this is going to be super random.
i just realised that cheryl tan shi hui has this special expression on her face when watching a swimming competition. she looks so pro. as in, not the act pro. she really looks PRO. dono why. but the pro look is just so... pro! guess she really loves the sport. and she concentrates like siao. so cool.
i dont have anything to be passionate about, i realised. im no good in any particular sport, love music but have not much talent, love singing but always have a cold, love reading but can never be creative and write out my own stories. i dont know whats wrong with me la. no talents, no interest, no imagination. sigh.
the only thing that can help me is studies, and i suck even in that too. so how? i cant help it. im just the normal person i am. no specialities. im so plain and normal and the typical schoolgirl that im weird now compared to others. sigh.
jiayou ba carly, your future is bleak...