lucky

i feel like a lucky duck these days!
first, i got my favourite few episodes of GS on manga! hip-hip-hooray! but damn ex sia...
plus my mother bought me Tsubasa Resevoir Chronicles. the anime! vcd! yay!
and may shuen lent me Saiyuki Reload Gunlock =). thanks may!
lucky lucky lucky lucky lucky........................................................

THIS PART IS FICTIONAL

but how come, although i am a lucky person, (well, in this sense at least) i never get what i really, truly want? why do i always have to watch the chance to get it slip away, why can't i do anything about it? why do i have to be such a damn coward?! the chances come again and again, and disappear again and again. sometimes, just as i was about to buck up the courage to, maybe, say something, something happens, and i've lost my chance once again. this dream... may never be fulfilled. why am i so stupid? why cant i do any freaking thing right?


Carly @ 1:01 AM